My First Blog on Zaadz!

As is my way, I begin to think upon something that intrigues, worries, or interest me and it fills my writing.  Today my thoughts are dark. I am filled with anxiety over many things. My current GPA being a 4.0 may suffer from my not so wonderful test scores in Business Math. Though, it will not drop below a 3.5, I am sure, that is not my desired score. My house is in shambles. The remodel on the kitchen is taking longer and much more money than I thought it would. The children are batty and are still suffering from Summer Break Syndrome. I am tired, sick, and worn like and old shoe that has been walked upon for  miles. The main theme of my thoughts today are swirling around a vortex of worry about my future. It is hard being 26 and carrying the work load I do. I know many others are doing it and have done so before me but that doesn't really ease my mind. There is one tiny comment in the eye of the vortex that has caused this mighty turbulant storm of my thoughts and emotions. I quote, "You are wasting time and money going to school. You should be focusing on better things." Now, who said these nasty words to me is not important. The only information on that person that pretains to this blog is that it is a person that I love, respect, and have the utmost desire to please.  In this case I know they are wrong. I am stubborn and I know I will prove them wrong. I know I am doing the right thing. The problem being, I now have a million, "What ifs" running through my mind.